It's on!

Finally! I weighed in last night at 246 at Golds Gym. I felt so sexy in my sports bra and shorts, with my glaring white legs. I'm thinking I might get a tan for my "after" picture. For the next 12 weeks I am determined to win this competition. I was definately the chubbiest chick in line but there were some guys there too. That makes me a little nervous but I'm counting on my determination and stubborness to be stronger than theirs.

I went to bed and drank my fiber drink. Yum yum. I think the first time I put in too much water because last night was definately better. I didn't want to get out of bed this morning but I am determined so I put on my shoes and took Stella for a walk. We didn't walk very far. I'll have to measure it out in my car. We just walked for about 20 minutes. In that short amount of time Stella taunted me by running backwards in front of me. I think I heard her laughing at me. She also chewed through her leash and busted it so that was a nice rest for my arm from being pulled by her. She's a good walking buddy!

I ate my oatmeal and eggwhites for breakfast. (well I left one of the yolks in, is that forgiveable?) It was surprisingly good. But right now I'm hungry so I keep drinking water hoping it will keep me full. I panic when I'm hungry...

Oh the reason I titled this "marshmallow" because that's how I've been describing myself for a while. I'm soft and really white and sweet. I haven't thought of what I want to be but I know I don't want to be a marshmallow any more. What is something golden and strong and still sweet but not marshmallow sweet?